Sunday, August 30, 2009

You Can't Hurry Love





What's up people... Sunday my favorite day to reflect on things it seems like its one of the only days of the week that the noise of society is a little more quiet. It is also on Sundays that I let my old school jams play while I read,study, clean up from the weekend, etc. But as I was preparing one of my gourmet dinners one of my favorite songs "Don't Hurry Love" by the legendary Diane Ross and The Supremes. My first thought was how i missed songwriting and meaningful music that all the past decades provided us with. Now it seems as if people just want to create catchy music that lacks substance kind of what happened with the American made car more or less. Back in the day Fords, Chevy's, Cadillac's were made from good American made steel, but to cut cost they decided to slack off on the design and its guarantee that you were getting a sturdy vehicle.



Anyway back to the subject at hand...so I also just got off the phone with my cousin and he was asking about one of my personal situations with this one particular girl. Without getting too involved in the details, this particular girl I have known and been intrigued by for a couple of years. I think the reason that I have this much interest in this girl is the fact that she is so different than any of the other girls I have come in contact with. No matter how fat girl X ass is, or how well stupid girl Z Stiletto game maybe, this my interest in this girl surpasses all of them. I know this sounds real mushy and gooey lol but its real but here is how all this stuff comes together, here is where that song by Diane Ross and The Supremes hit me to where i wanted to speak on it. I told him that I feel like this kind of situation is such a gift but yet such a curse.

Now how its a curse is the fact that I am a very eligible bachelor, without any kids, with a good job that god continues to bless me with. These are all things that are hard to come by out here and the people i meet and deal with me understand that. But no matter how great the sex maybe, or how much fun I may have with girl X I'm always halfway there 60% there at the most. Let's call this lady Eva since she is a lot like Gabrielle Union of "Deliver Us From Eva" LL had to put up a lotta work of dudes weren't tryin to put in to finally pull her. LL's character could have chosen a bandwagon other girls that wouldn't have given half the trouble Eva did. But at the end of the day he had to make a choice either he could have gone the easy way taken one from the bandwagon, or the hard way and gone after what he really wanted which was Eva. My point is this... this just doesn't apply to relationships but anything you really want in life, if you see something and you really want it go out there and grab it. Don't let your home boy or your home girl's opinions differ you from what is yours. Life is too short to be taking the easy way all the time, the easy way is for losers. The people who only take the shortcuts are the most unhappy because they cut themselves short, they settle. I gotta have what I really want my spirit won't let me have anything else. It's like when ur stomach makes u throw up something that it can't take, that's how I am with settling I can't do it i gotta throw it back up. In same breathe I am not advocating staying in a situation that IS bad for you. Only you can determine the difference between being in a situation that is good for you and one that is negative.

Getting back to my phone conversation with my cousin, he asked me if hypothetically if this my situation doesn't end up working out would I feel like it was a waste of time. I only thought about it for a split second, and answered honestly no because in life you have to take risk. You miss every shot you don't put up, and I don't play just to play i play for keeps. So if it isn't successful that's just god's will and Gucci said it the best "girls are like buses miss one miss 15 one coming" Patience is a virtue there is no need to rush perfection all things work together for those called according to god's will and I believe that wholeheartedly. We are twenty somethings 30 somethings we have our whole lives ahead of us, don't get caught up on the fact you don't have a man or a girl. Work on being you, prepare yourself you have your whole lives to be married and tied down. My late Grandparents were married for 40+ years, that kind of love is not one that was rushed.

I say all that to just say this.... Take your time this is not a race its not Marathon (c) Jay-Z

Ya boi

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Back on My Blog Ish Folks

What's happenin people?! it's been forever and two days since the last time I was here. My homegirl Sydney said it the best that Twitter has been the culprit for the lack of motivation to blog for real because I guess is what Twitter is a micro-blog so instead of taking responsibility for slacking up lets just put it on Twitter lol. I got quite a bit to discuss from the rise of hoelike dudes, to basic girls and everything else in between so let's get started.

The summer of 2009 has flown by so fast August starts in 2 days, which is such a crazy concept for me to comprehend. I think as I get older the faster time gets. Because it seems like time has been accelerating since the time I turned 21. I called it the coming of age, half of me thought it was a catchy theme for my 21st birthday, but the other half of me knew that by turning 21 the life as I knew it was over. It was the true beginning for me as a man making his way through the world. Its been fun, insightful, and interesting to say the least. Learning about people, starting to know people better than they know themselves at some points. Realizing that most people aren't who they say they are. I can tell u that but you will never truly understand until you have experienced it first hand. Before it used to upset for lack of better words when I would see people perpetrating to be someone that isn't who they are. But I later learned that some people don't understand what my man Sidney Poitier said the best that, "you don't have to be someone else to be better than you are" I pride myself on being myself, I never try to be something that I am not. I rather be hated for what I am rather than being loved for who I am not. That must be a very depressing thing to realize at the end of the day that it's the fake persona that people like about u rather than the real u. A person may see something I do as ridiculous, wack, stupid, good, or even great. Though I am a person who does appreciate constructive feedback I can really can a damn what ur opinions they are like yesterdays everybody has one.

Something else that I have wanted to speak on are these fads i see going on out here in these streets. I am talking about women shaving their heads, dudes wearing skinny jeans that women can fit into, and a time where being a pansy for a lack of better words is okay. I remember a time when if u were a sap and/or lacking on the testosterone side was not a good thing by any means and u were gonna get no respect not from your comrades (your boys) or from the girls. Now all bets are off lames are pulling these chicks left and right watering the game down. Now I know i do sound like a hater, but let me go ahead and mention I am not a hater by no means its impossible. I give credit where credit is due I have always been like that. But with that said I was in the mall and i did not know that these skinny jeans that these guys be wearing are actually in womens sizes!!! I didn't even know that before, I thought they were mens jeans that just ran real tight kinda our European-American friends. But I picked up a pair of these jeans just out of curiosity and saw that they were a size 5!!! Now how can you call yourself a real man if u are squeezing yourselves into these jeans like a woman. Come on fellas lets leave the tight fitting pants for our women it looks far better on them. I hope that we don't continue down this road of role reversals.

I have been seeing it out here pretty heavy actually. To each is own has always been the saying with me, but nobody can explain to me how this is a okay concept. The only other person I have ever known to real dance on the line of womans clothing was Prince, and he is Prince he can do that i guess he has been doing that before I was ever born so that is his thing.

So with that said ya boi is signing off I am tired as I don't know what. Working in the office environment is very draining as it is in a physical environment. Dealing with clients with their issuse, and dealing with office stuff is quite tiring and can take a lot out of a person. More on that in the coming days. So until then.............

Holla,

Ya boi

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

School-Life just some thoughts of mine...

What's happening People? I just got out of this meeting and had to take time out to write before I was too tired to do it after I got off work. I wanted to speak on something that is near and dear to me, something that I have been battling for many years and I never consciously knew about it. Let me elaborate......

All my life my parents, teachers, society have always said that if you want to be successful in life you need to have a college degree. I was also taught that people who dropout have bad pre-established perceptions about them (lazy, good for nothing, etc.) which of course is true in some cases just like most stereotypes. What I have come to realize at this point in life is that a lot of people who did complete school are just surviving. Not surviving necessarily from a poverty standpoint, but more of people who just go through the motions of life. They do the mundane 9-5 thing at a job you really don't like.

Those same people then go to school to pay $15,000-$50,000 just to get a job where you make $30,000-$50,000 (on average). Then you have people like on of my business heroes Richard Branson who is a multi-billionaire who stopped attending school at the age of 15, and lives a very fulfilling life. You have entertainers like Jay-z, who happens to be a excellent bussinessman who is halfway to a billion and he also dropped out without a high school diploma. Sean "Diddy" Combs another entertainer that actually went to college, and ended up dropping out of Howard University to chase his dreams. To quote my favorite rapper Jay-Z as I most frequently do he says, "I rather die egnormous than to live dormant" That is my general outlook on life, I want to drive the benz's and take lavish trips to St Tropez, and to Mediterran, and take care of my family and community. No disrespect to anybody how lives the life that I aforementioned, my family lives that lifestyle for the most part. But like anybody else I just want for me and my family to be comfortable, that is why I am in school. So that I can have that foundation for the future.

Especially in this economy, I have seen people who graduated with honors and still waiting tables. Once again no disrespect to people who wait tables it is a job that is definately needed. But what I am saying is that you don't pay $40,000 to still not be comfortable. On the flipside of that I also see a lot of excutives who are making six-figures living nice who graduated from college, paid thier dues, and worked very hard up the corporate ladder. I also know that there is very few things that people cannot ever take from you and the only thing that I can really think of is your degree. You can go work somewhere work for 20-years and get fired because someone who is higher qualified than you, and has that college degree is willing to work for less.

With all that said, I am going to wrap-up my thoughts and all that I realized on this using a episode of the Cosby's I watched the other day. Denise decided she wanted to teach kids, and she saw a teacher at Oliva's (Raven Symone) with a very interactive way of teaching kids. She thought that it was really easy that she could learn on the job, and that she could go around every option except school. Then when she told her parents that she found the answer to getting around school was by learning along side the teacher. Clarie(Phyllica Rashad-One of my favorite people) told her that by paying dues was to get your degree, where you can then go and get your foot in the door at the bottom, then go up that was what paying dues were (people who weren't content on taking whatever they were giving like some people who are fine with living dormant). That made a lot of sense to me, because I can relate to Denise because I always used to ask those same questions she asked. I guess I was so against being the status quo, I wanted to seek alternatives to school. But School is a institution that is supposed to give you a more steady foot to stand on. Its not a lifetime commitment its just a small block of years where you power and manuever your way through just to give you the opportunity, to cleaner route to success. Though the route maybe cleaner, but it definitely is not easy by any means. Its okay though what doesn't doesn't kill you only further defines you.

Just something i was thinking about... Until next time

Ya boi

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Its been a minute




What's up people?! Its been a minute, i admit I haven't been on the blog tip very much these days please forgive me I am a very busy man. School just went back into session and we are trying to go extra hard for the remainder of the semester. There is a lot that I want to touch on from Rick Ross to the whole Robyn F.-Chris Brown debacle.

Now as far as the Chris Brown situation goes I do not want to go too far into it nemore than the people in the media and lunch tables nationwide already have. I will never ever condone any man hitting a female in any situation period. In the same breath now all of us know that women like to push and mash our buttons to rise a reaction out of males. As far as Arthur Stuart goes I am not going to raise my hand at you period, but i can't guarantee that so and so won't do the same. After reading the affidavit I realized that Chris Brown was whilin hard and if he was dating my sister and did the same thing he would probably have a WHOLE other set of problems. As far as Robyn F. goes to my understanding the couple have reconciled, and I feel as if that is not a good example she is setting for young girls coming up. Kelly Ripa's husband Marc Consulos made a comment on the Oprah Show, stating that this is another example of how parents need to play a more active role in rasing kids and not allow celebrities to be as big of a influence in their lives. Its up to our fathers as well as mothers for that balance and discipline for our kids. That's all I have and will say on the matter

As far as Rick Ross goes, I must say whoever his publicist is needs to be fired. They did a pretty poor job with the way they handled his correctional officer business. He blatantly lies, and speaks and circles, as well as a significant amount of deceit about his past. You can either strategically explain away the allegations or come clean. One or the other, now you have a album coming out and the perpetual bully 50 Cent possibly being a major threat to his career as it stands. I know that I have lost a lot of respect for the man, he is a lie and a fraud. He says he is the biggest boss you have seen thus far, but he won perfect attendance awards as a security guard in prison. This is a lesson to everybody out there who want to front and perpetrate on who you really are. Miss Info from Hot 97 in NY says that "Principles wins over propaganda" and that might be some of the truest phrases ever.

Ya boi is tired I am about to rest up for a long day tomorrow I got the usual class and work grind to look forward too. I am too excited about that {enter sarcasm} I hope to speak on some other things tomorrow until then...............

Im Out
Ya boi

Friday, February 13, 2009

Valentines Day....Whats the point?

Valentine's Day has always been promoted as a day for the lovers, but my question is this...honestly what makes this holiday ne different than October 14th or any other 14th in any of the calender months? I don't mean to sound like a conspriacy theorist or nething because I don't pay them ne mind either, but on what historical event in history do we have to celebrate this holiday ever year? Christmas commerates the birth of Jesus Christ, Easter celebrates his resurrection, The 4th of July celebrates the day Our country declared for independence from the British, but what about Valentines?

I think its wonderful to show your love and apprecaition for significant other...that is great. But like my man Andre 3000 said "Everyday is the 14th". It really is tho love is supposed to be year round. When your man wants to be thoughtful and wants to put a smile on your face he brings you some flowers. That happens all the time that why florist are in business (well one of the main reasons neway) U kno that your girl really likes those cookie n cream hersey candies and you are in Walmart and you sccop up a bag just because. I understand that we are currently in a reccession and this PROMOTED day of love could help ever so slightly with the retail industry. That is the only thing that i can really swallow. But as far all the years before and after we should continue showing your significant other ways of how you appreciate them dealin wit dat azz everyday. The only other thing that i can say with Valentines day is the credence of what the day is supposed to be is love and there is no greater emotion than that and in a world full of ugly..soo with that said a day that comprises on the good can't hurt.

Happy Valentines Yall!

Ya boi

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

There is a Thin Line Between Admiration and Idoltry

There has been something that has been on my mind for a little while now. it is a well known fact that I have supported President Barack Obama for qutie some time now but there is something that has been bugging me and has given me reason to question some things about ourselves.

I believe that there is a thin line between admiration and idolatry and I think there quite a few people that teeter that line more than they would like to admit. I think what President Obama has done not only for this country alone but the world is amazing, so I am by no means trying to take away from anything he has done or said up to this point. But what I would like for people is to see that they are flirting with that line of idolizing the man like as if he is a prophet. I am sure he himself would agree with that, he is human and breathes the same air that we breathe. So as Obama supporters we should each do our part in making the change that he discussed in his campaign. We shouldn't think the same way we have in the past as far as racial or cultural differences are concerned. With that said i have heard the phrase "My President is Black" used in a derogrotory fashion over the past couple of months. The way we use it as trying to make ourselves more superior than our white counterparts. I feel as if everytime one of us uses that phrase in that sense we take away wha this man has been trying to this very moment. Yes our president is a minority, yes his transcendant journey to the highest office in the world is one of the most intriguing and most encouraging stories in our nations 200 plus year history but to do things that aren't very becoming of us and say its okay becuase our president is black is wack. We need to do better real talk. We need to become more educated on how this world goes because by Barack's victory in november it was let the world know that mionorites are major players now. Those days of blacks being 3/4th of a person is over. But with that we should be more accepting and loving one another so we can be one nation instead of the nation we are still which is mostly divided. We are definitely in a better place today for sure, but we need to carry on the unity that 2.2 million people showed almost a month ago in Washington D.C

Let's do better yall

Ya boi

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Quintessential Relationship

Whats up people! I just came across this beautiful example of what a real marriage is supposed to look like. There is no doubt when one looks at these two people that it is understood that they're union had to be brought together by God. I will speaking on settling and how horrible of a thing it is to do and how to realize that is what you are doing soon. But until then enjoy this video featuring Musiq Soulchild's single "SoBeautiful"

Thursday, January 22, 2009

January 20th, 2009


Whats happening people? Back for the first time...I have been been pretty busy these days with school just starting back up, and work, and all other things that gets in the way from time to time but im back. I want to thank all the people who called or texted me to wish me a fun and safe trip to Washington D.C to see Barack Obama become the 44th president of the United States (if u can't tell i just love the way that sounds) I have had a lot of people ask me how it was and all I can tell them is that it was a incredible experience. I am sure that if u ask a lot of other people who was fortunate to be in Washington DC they will tell you the same thing. But what I will do is describe my trip and maybe you can begin to see what it was like to be there.

the main question that everybody was thinking (everybody being myself, and my boys Charles and Justin who was with me) was if if and when was this "crazy" traffic going to come along, because traffic was moving way too smooth it seemed way too good to be true. I made a potential costly karmatic mistake by not having any wood to knock on when I made the first statement that we were going to get to DC before 10-10:30 like we had orginally predicted in the beginning of our trip. Justin was the first to speak up on my slip-up and i promised not to say anything until we were 10 miles out of DC before making a comment about how smoothly things had been goin. We make it into DC around 8:30 almost 2 hours before what we predicted so i was thinking to myslef that this had to be good omen that this about to be a good trip.

My Uncle Nigel was kind and gracious enough to allow me and boys to stay with him. So after we ate, and drank a lil bit i we were out to explore what Washington DC's night scene was about. But the biggest we learned about this night scene is how different the degrees of what cold was between there and NC. I must admit I was asleep on the weather probably due to me being able to deal with cold weather pretty good. I'll be the first to tell you that i was not very good at dealing with THIS cold. We were out and about the city until about 4:30 where we ended up at the infamous spot on Adams Grove called, "The Diner". Now let me tell you I have never seen nething like this before, but this line to get into this diner was as long as some club lines. I have waited just as long to get into Jabs on a busy night, as i did trying to get inside this diner. But in this line the entertainment of the night came thru. This white girl that was a lil on the chubby side of things cut everybody in line with her friends. As she foolishly tried to say that we could sit at her table if we looked the other way, this guy told her that "someone in her condition"(being overweight) shouldn't be eating after midnight in the first place. Lol I still laugh at that def. one of the funniest moments of 09 by far. We met this young ladies who were pretty drunk beside our table that gave us the idea to go ahead to go to the national mall to get in line. But there was noway we were going to make it the way we were dressed. So we go back to my uncles crib and i put on like 3 more layers of clothing (still nowhere near enoough that bitter wind did a number on me i have to admit)

We leave right back out and we get to the Metro station which took us to the Union Station. And not to our surprise there are masses of people already there. CNN said that at 5 Am there was already 700,000 people there. Walking to where we were going to be standing the crowd was chanting "Yes we can", and "O-B-A-M-A" It was a crazy feeling, i feel as if this feeling must be similar to how our American forefathers who marched in the key events such as the Civil rights march in Washington, or even like the Million Man March at the end of the 21st century. I lie to you not not in one single day of my life have I ever seen so many people at one time and place EVER! It was amazing, totally indescribable. It is one thing to see this on television, but to actually be amongst ones who can actually witness this in the flesh to see history unveiled right in front of you was absolutely a blessing from god that i was able to experience that. As clique as this sounds but I really can sit my children and my grandchildren on my lap and be able to tell them they Grandpa Art was actually there to see the first African-American president sworn into the highest office in the free world. This is something that happened not even 60 years after four black men were refused service at a Woolworth's diner about 5 miles away from where i sit that started this road. Words like this is Crazy, or awesome, great, or to any other synonyms do far from enough justice of what this was like. Seeing President Obama's banner risen up beside other president's banners on the National Treasury building, seeing the combination of people from all walks of life coming together to celebrate this occasion. I seen and heard of people coming from countries such as Germany and the Ivory Coast for the day just to experience this.

Was it worth all the miles that walked to get to our destination, the miles we drove, the frozen feet (to a point where my feet felt like boots with weights in them) of course it was. I will do it again and again if i had to choice to re-consider going thru all we went thru.

In our last night in DC by this time I only had 2 and a half hours of sleep for a 48 hour period we went to The Park at fourteenth for the Legends Ball Gala. It was a great way to cap off our trip. Beautiful and very classy nightclub, most down to earth security that i have encountered. If you are ever in the area its def a club that I would suggest you visit. I spoke with a handful of celebrities that night Isiah Washington formally of Grey's Anatomy, Jalen Rose, Biz Markie, Dj Kid Capri (who does look REALLY regular by the way) which was a treat and a lil out the ordinary. Slick Rick and Doug E Fresh hosted the party and did a damn good job might i add. Doug E. Fresh reminded us of something we all kno but should always be reminded of, and that is that we have this one life. Grab it by the horns, if you have a opportunity to do something you really want to do and u can't come up with 3 good reasons why u shouldn't do it then u should look into doing it. Why not? If you want to be the first black MVP of NASCAR then put ur all into it and do it. If you want to be the first Asian MVP of the NBA go to the court and practice. I am excited to possibly the next Mexican-American President of the United States. the ceiling of having to be a Protestant white male is gone forever. You can now do nething u put your mind on and I thank President Obama for showing the world that. If u are still hating on this man for doing this, or your a racist and don't like the change he has helped bring us, or a combination of all these things i have one simple instruction for you kill yourself. I don't mean that literally but if things are really that hard for u you may want to consider it. Until the next time

Ez,

Ya Boi


Thursday, January 1, 2009

Lookin back at 2008

Whats good People? My 3rd annual year-end wrap-up (First here...so if this is your first time welcome) comes about 24 hours late due to my slackness, and not bein around a computer most of the day...but I heard somewhere that its better late than never so with that said...here we go

1.) Strength- I learned a lot about myself in 08'. Things that I always knew about myself but was never really tested on it until this past year. Of course I passed with flying colors but it wasn't easy. In this past year everybody that I know was hit by the recession HARD. People losing jobs, losing hours, gas prices bein insane costing close to 100 for a tank of gas (bananas by the way), etc. But all those things aside I haven't seen a lot of people crack. What;s the saying that, "Pressure burst pipes" it does but if u keep a level head on ur shoulders and remember that this is not forever and that this is going to do nothing but further define u into the person ur going to become u r going to be okay. I like what someones status on here saying that "It was a rough year but a defining one." If there was never a year that showed that ya boi wasn't going to give in 2008 was definitely it. We have to also remember that as bad as you have it there is def. somebody out there who has it worse so feel blessed. So wit that said it is okay to vent and let somethings off ur chest, but when u go overboard and start griping, and crying, having a bad attitude towards everything u are definitely not doing yourself NE GOOD! ur jus bein a grumpy person that people are going to eventually gonna start want to stop hearin it. Like my man Cam said in Paid in Full "Pull you skirt down B" Roll wit dem punches u gotta bob em and weave em

2.) Know who ur dealin with- At the end of the day you got to know who your dealin with. Dr. Maya Angelou said prolly one of the realest quote ever said "When someone shows you who they are believe them." People are going to show you who they are, that is why it is important that you pay attention when they are doing so. This goes for all kind of things it could be for spotting a hoe...If they say and do things that say that they get down believe them. Y are we giving people the benefit of the doubt? If u show me that ur a disloyal and weak, trust me I am gonna believe you so that u are not around me in a tough situation cus ur not going to be able to stand ur ground n u might piss ur pants. If you looking for somebody to ride with you your not going to have the person that has real shaky character. My cousin analogy of weak people was really good he said (paraphrasing), "They try to come off as a Benz or some other foreign luxury car maker but at the end of the day they are just a Ford Taurus" Broads, Hoe-niggas are just Fords...Just not about what they yap about. I do this, i do that, if i were him I'll do that, but when something actually pops its a brand new day their ra-ra engine dies out. You gotta look at peoples actions instead of their words(talk is cheap) so that they aren't as brand new. It was Forrest Gump that said, "Stupid is what stupid does" well for the sake of this lets say that" ____is what ____does" If u say that ur not a hoe but u gettin dogged out on the regular, and a group niggas have mostly ran thru u, I hate to break it but ur hoe. If u say that u r a G but then it turns out that ur resume does not support that, and there has been incidents where ur g has been tested and you didn't pass then that means ur not a G. If you want to find out sooner about these people use ur intuition (Y its believed that females are the only ones who have it is a mystery) and test these people wit strategic questions.

3.) March to the beat of your own drum- There are so many people out there tellin you how u should do this and how u should do that, whats wrong with how your doing things currently and I say this to you... tell em to get theirs, and if they don't have nething for themselves to get tell em to get it for somebody else. I don't answer to no one but God. Not a supervisor, a girl, the government, no one because no human being shouldn't be able to judge us because they aren't perfect themselves. I've been mislead a couple times by not listening to my gut feeling and not held my ground. No more for this guy, if i am going to make a mistake I want it to be a mistake i made not one that came from such n such. People might be out doing this, saying this, wearing that but u shouldn't go by that. No offense to people who dress like this but there is no way this young man is EVER in life going to wear nut hugger jeans. I am not Mick Jagger its just not my thing, but I notice that urban society is trying to move towards that. That is the "cool" thing these days but regardless to how "cool" it becomes u do not have to worry about this Bald guy being in a pair.

4.) Live your life- There is too many people out here forgettin the fact that you only have one life to live. You do not get a re-do at this so why are we pitty pattin like we do? There is something that you have always wanted to do but fear of failing has been in you way of pursuing that goal. You need to let go of that. Failure is not gonna break you it just further defines u and is necessary. The way u figure out if you are u really living or jus going thru to motions of the mundane everyday hustle is askin yourself if you were to die tomorrow do you think it was a life well lived. Could you be satisfied with leavin things the way ur leaving them. U can be like im gonna do this and that like 5 years from now when i have a real job but u never kno u might meet a Bear one night and he might eat u or somethin like dat and it would have jus been like damn I wish I knew I was gonna meet this bear yesterday. Speaking for myself I can say that I will be okay and for every day that God gives me I will live it to the fullest. I hope that each of you feel the same way. Live your life

2008 was one year that had many plots and twist as well as turns. It was trivial and defining year. I look forward at 2009 with optimism, and a focused mind, and I am excited to next years 4th annual year-end wrap up. I am not perfect nor do i mean to be depicted to anything close to it I am just somebody who is always trying to excel and help my people do the same this is 50% of y i do this every year. Be Blessed and have a brilliant 2009

PS: Obama! January 20th, 2009 Change Has Come!!!

Ya boi